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RazorSweet little friend,
You are the only one that
Truly understands me.

The only one that
Holds my hand
When I am
Breaking.

The one that listens
When I am upset.
The only one that
Hears me crying.
The one that counsels
Me how to cope with life.

And you're hungry
For more blood.

You are jumping and
Screaming
Ready to be fed.

You love the softness of
My skin, and you promise to
Be gentle when you break
Through the vein.
But you're not strong enough.
You aren't sharp and bold
Like the others.

You're such a frail creature
And now it's your turn
To be disposed.

In the trash,
Where you always belonged.
The Mona Lisa WorldThe meaning?
The purpose?
The definition is unknown.
An expression?
Maybe.
But what does it mean?
Happiness?
No. 
Because it's not always real.
Sadness?
No.
Because it's not always fake.
A word I cannot define.
If I were to know,
would it be different?
But then why?
Why don't I know?
Normal people do it all the time.
But it's fake.
Maybe real, but fake.
Not sincere.
The expression is supposedly a treasure.
More beautiful then diamonds.
Than platinum.
Just a little bit less than love.
As if I could even talk about that.
The mystery behind the action.
To raise the sides of your lips.
What's the answer the problem?
The piece to the puzzle?
Why is it that people smile?
Hollow InsideSometimes I wish you be here
When I feel trapped inside
With no way out
And no way of screaming,
Sometimes I black out like this
And feel not worthy anymore
Of living
In this place without doubts.

Some days, it just happens
This black hollow inside of me
Making me forgetting
The taste of life
Forgetting everything around me
And look at it with no care
Sad but not
Shedding any tears.

Yet I wish I could express
This nothingness
That just appear when it feel like
Stressing me like no tomorrow
Without I even realize
That I just miss
The warms feeling outside.
I have no problems sitting here
But I wish you'll be near me
Hu
The SilenceHello person I've barely met.
One who never speaks a word.
Not a syllable or sentence
Well, not that I've ever heard

Ah, the sweet language of silence;
The secret of seclusion.
For it takes two to strike dialogue
Unless, you are master of illusion

I wish to solve your imperceptible mystery
I wish to find the answers I'll never know
Yet, here we are, simply two people,
Surrounded by unspoken thoughts and a silent echo.

I wish to witness the world through your eyes
Deep sapphire orbs, a beacon in the night;
Why of the senses, undermine speech;
Yet favor taste, sound, touch and sight?

I'm on a coastline, you're on the opposing cliff
I battl
AfraidHave you ever been afraid of yourself?
It's the worst feeling there is
because no matter what you do,
no matter what you try,
you can never escape it
because you're trapped inside yourself,
terrified of what could happen next,
afraid of who you could hurt,
afraid of what you might do.
In dreams, thoughts are only amplified.
In wakefulness, horrors become real.
You tell yourself it cant be real,
tell yourself its not who you truly are.
But it is.
And nothing can change it.
(Burn)These memories I need to burn,
too much pain they cause
but they refuse to burn,
my soul guards them so precious...

(like you should have guarded my heart)

As much as I hate this feeling right now
I still crave it,
the last string attached to you
the one I cling to for dear life.

(like you used to cling to me)

And those ashes of yours still holds my feelings
the ones you no longer hold
in mutual connection.

(like a match stick set alight)

This fire burnt out too soon
and you were unwilling to relight it
to suffer love with me
and this passion still lingers deep within
half my heart;
the other half you stole.

(like I can su
where was I going with this?Hey there
where are you going?
slow down.

All I wanted was you.
Now  Like sand you just slip
out of my fingers.

At least turn back
one last time
Can I please relapse?

Roads like paintings
without ends.
This life takes us
across rivers and mountains
mixing and erasing bonds.

Everything has changed.

Do  you  remember laughs and panics?
the constant freak out that seem to cut our throat.

come claim this prize, you forgot tot take when leaving was the only priority.

This is an ending, okay?

Or so I thoughtYou were my bridge over troubled water.
You were my rock in times of trouble.

Or so I thought.

You were my calm.
You were my love.

Or so I thought.

You'd always be there.
You'd never go.

Or so I thought.

But you did,
leaving me behind.

Broken.

You made me survive.
You made me alive.

Or so I thought.

You made me love myself.
You made my life worth living.

Or so I thought.

But I live without you,
I survive without you.

You made me stronger, independent.
You made me stand taller, prouder.

You made me a fighter.

And I don't need you anymore.
Not now.

Not ever again.

Though I thank you for hurting me.
Without it I'd neve
Dim FlickerI don't know what I am.
Life in me flickers,
Dims,
Flickers again
Like a bulb on its last legs.
It draws moths,
Unwanted guests that
Wear me down to
Threads-
But I carry on flickering.

Dims,
Flickers again.

I don't know what I am,
But this life still quakes,
Dotting here and there
In convinience,
Grasping at the sullied purity of chance
Until it damn near breaks.

Dims,
Flickers again.

I Don't Know What I Am,
But I know what's already there-
Resilience,
Forming like a growing shoot,
Layers of passion
Like spring time petals.
This will make what I will be.

And it will be good.
DeathRain falls from the sky

Blood starts to drip

Every thing turns black

Life leaves your body
My Problem Is...I've always been a friend of darkness..
Darkness have found me.. Found me pieces
Gazed into me with big cloudy black holes..
Embraced me with cold thorny shadows..
Unclothed me from my virginity..
Wrapped me with shabby layer of shame..
Took away all the pulse..
Wiped off what I thought I owned..
Sucked out all the sanity..
Licked me and numbed me..
Injected me with a rough touch of evil..
Flooded me with sickness..
Shaped me with hate..
Adorned me with sharp spikes..
Broke me down in deep silence..
Smothered me into the unknown..
Sunken in endless emptiness..
No escape no salvation..
No resort no hope..
Regret and remorse
In a BreakdownI break down,
into a pool of tears,
please come, take my hand,
help me face these fears,
I'm a dark, dark shadow,
broken in half,
walking through the meadows,
feel the freezing draft,
I look to the ground,
it looks back at me,
it seems that way,
it can definitely see,
as it looks through me,
a presence intrudes me,
pursues me,
alludes me,
all in all confuses me,
I twitch in the cold,
trying to shake it out,
I itch as I'm told,
I'm lost in a shout,
I fall down hard,
to the ice cold ground,
lost in the dark,
with no-one around,

In a breakdown,
with no help to stop me,
I'm so lost now,
the cost now is high,
In a breakdown,
with nothing to guide
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Backstabber

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I know your dark secret,
it fills me with glee.
I hop and I jump delightedly.
When you see me you cower,
your eyes beg me don't tell.  
I stood there laughing
while your tears fell.
Your secret is mine;
forever in my grasp.
I just want you to watch your back.
Cause you never know
when someone will attack.
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3/26/10 Edited: 6/8/12 Edited Again: 1/13/13

So........I'm looking through old poetry and decided I needed to post more on here...

PLEASE COMMENT AND GIVE ME THOUGHTS.

THANKS <3

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Mood: Neutral ~Kinglorshi Jan 13, 2013  Student Writer
While I'm no pro poet, I will say this.
While the flow is good and works well, it didn't leave much of an impact. I think the tone/diction needs to be more brutal/menacing/cruel if it jumps straight to the point. But that's just me.
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~SAPPHIRE-PELT Jan 13, 2013  Student General Artist
That's very good
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~veloveanime Jan 13, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Wonderful work!
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